Hi! I commend you for sharing this. It took vulnerability and you're going to help others by sharing your story in a candid and honest way. I work with parents on various self reflection practices. We learn how to stay calm during the "storm" and how to lean into parenting that's less reactive. I'd be happy to chat anytime. I have resources on my website as well, I'd be happy to share them....kiddosandinsights.com. Please feel free to reach out, and know that you and your child will get throug this!